To the members of Kreatious.
I was a moderator on our beloved Kreatious for a few months. During those times I had lots of good memories. I also had some bad ones during the last few weeks. But the Kreatious experience has been a good one over all.
I am writing this to tell you that I am sorry. I am a great follower; I do what I am told. When I am told many things at once I can get confused. My behavior the past weeks was inexcusable. I am very sorry for that.
When you are in a moderating position stressful and difficult decisions are funneled your way. I could handle most of them. But the last one(s) I just didn’t know what to do as you might have seen. One day I was a moderator the next I wasn’t then the next I was. I have been trying to stick with both sides but it just wasn’t possible for me. I see now that I am not fit to be a moderator.
I don’t hate anyone here. My mind was just filled with absolute anger for some reason.
What I really want is to be able to play minecraft again. I know that is asking a lot even though I am not banned. But I think asking the community before playing again is something that should be done. If many of you are angry at me I will understand. Please if you can spare the time reply to this post.
Anger is a weird thing. I see now that I would rather go out trying to play Minecraft with the Kreatious community rather than being angry. So If I am allowed to play here again, I thank you. If not, I can see why and also thank you for taking the time to reply. I honestly hope you see you in game.
To individuals:
@Zerg
I know what I did in the final days of the “official” Kreatious was not right. I was on the border of what to do. People kept feeding me information and I was unsure what to do. After the dust settled I realize what I did wrong. I treated Kreatious as a company/business instead of a game. I ask for your forgiveness.
@Mattchuu and Bondsmatthew
Why did I ban you? Because I was angry. Do I know why I was angry? No. That cannot be answered. Was it right? Heck no. The only thing I can really say is that I am sorry. I also ask for you forgiveness which is really the only thing I can do.
@The Moderating team
I am sorry for being hostile. Like I have said many times in my post I was just angry. Please excuse me.
If I missed someone that would like an explanation for something I did wrong to them please feel free to send me a message or post for all to see.
Thanks again for reading.
We became friends this past summer on the chat box, and I hate to see friends go. 
