I've told a handful of you that I'm leaving. I've been holding off for a little bit. I've been told to stay but blah blah, it'll all lead to the same thing, and getting ignored. Even though I haven't brought it up to someone in "particular", I feel like I'd get no-where either way. I've been thinking about the way things have been handled for a while, but magically shit seem to hit the fan one day, and it seems like the community is crumbling a little bit, and I think most of the Veterans and mods have agreed or do agree with that. It comes across that since mods aren't much needed anymore, they can hit the curb without losing much in the way of a server. I've met a poop load of great people on the server, but I'd rather leave now then ultimately leave in 5 months, or a year.
Probably my best friend on the server, KieranChocian. I don't need to get whiny or a "pussy" in the way you generally refer to me. We still can spam eachother on xboxlive until I smack the Polish out of you and block you.
Icefang has been close to me for a while, and even though this is the internet, and deep down we all have no lives. Icefang has gotten on a personal level with me ( Don't be stupid) And it's something weird to even think about over the internet.
Neko and Irish are pretty much the ones I look to for advice in my late night blabbers that just go on for hours. They've listened to me go on and on about life and never told me to shut up, even though I know somewhere they've probably wanted to.
Sdor iz ma hvz budday. I remember me giving him diamonds so he doesnt quit when he was just a nubby default, and now he's made it to moderator. Even though he tried to do the same I've done for him, I've been set on leaving up to this point.
Nezark - Thanks for spending the last 2 hours of your night and getting in trouble trying to convince me. You've been a racist for a while and it's quite sad.
Even though everyone and their mother seems to hate on Justron, I've seem to like him since he got veteran. I wouldn't care if Justron was Ace, or Ace was Justron. If what I heard about Justron towards his demotion is true, demoting him is just making what he "said" true. <-- Irish and Neko know what I'm talking about here.
Gotmilk, Mouseman, Zuko, Fishhuman, Killer , and a bunch of residents. Hope it doesn't come across that I don't like you guys because of your rank or some crap. I try to be fair between the residents and veterans, and I've even banned Veterans for not following the rules. I tried to be liked by everyone on the server, and I know I've become friends with a great chunk of you guys.
Feir- Oh ma Feir, How much I hate you. You're a mean S.O.B but even though this is the internet and I'm being corny and crap, I have major respect for you. I knew you were hard on me when I first got moderator, and I was scared as shit to ask for help whenever I needed it. I've probably went to every alert and fixed the tiniest grief just to get experience and not look like a bad mod infront of you.
Zeenoo- You're a badass fighting for our country. Best of luck to you, your wife and your babeh.
If you wanna leave if I'm leaving ---> Sxkfvr. Don't. It'll lead to no where and you're just losing a bunch of friends in the mean time with no purpose of leaving.
I'll re-download steam and get back to TF2. If you have steam of XBL. Be sure to plop it down below. I'm expecting a full friends list in a week.
Also. If I obviously don't like you, and you know it. Don't bother giving me a fake "
Bai I'll miss you".
